uh-oh

so after having a sweet chatty conversation with a friend of mine's 15 year old it came out that she really covets the blankie I made before. She pointed out that she's never actually had a blanket and all her special things had to be sorted through when they moved here (from Zim, as did I) and most had to be left behind. I became weary - but am also aware how much she and her sister are finding life hard here, how they are viewed as just too different to form easy friendships.
and then I found myself offering to make a blankie for each of them. The 15 year old was suitably quiet for a few secs and said "would you really?" followed closely by "it will be loved forever."
so there it is...another 2 blankets although i have already said that they will not be as big as the last one, and that they will not be with them any time soon. and they both squealed and thanked me.
one wants hers in black, white and pink with hearts but nothing too complicated.
the other asked for a mix-and-match of all my left over colours and just plain squares with maybe a heart in each corner.

some people are so easy to do things for. And these two girls have come from a place where they were popular, loved for their vitality and charisma. They grew up in sun, with space. Their parents worked good jobs and they had the stuff they needed and more. And they made the decision to move here to the UK so that the girls could go to university and could have all the opportunities they deserved. I agree with their decision and as much as I talk about heading back - I don't have children and so don't need to worry about their futures. And now the girls are viewed as different and, for the most part, shunned socially. The parts of them that made them interesting and fun at home, make them isolated here.
and despite being teenagers, with all the hormone imbalances that brings, they are both calm and sparkly and have beautiful souls. They're finding it hard but they will be perfect, inspirational, vivacious, talented adults.

but for now, i get to make them blankets to make them feel that little bit more special.


have I just talked myself into another huge project?